Dec 21, 2003
toms bday yesterday.... had fun with jen maryclare mal---- later on that evening.... with mckenna and allison... i was completely railed.. funny as it may seem, i was in no condition to walk.we went bowling i couldnt even see. good time however. Im hopin to chill with kyle c when he comes back and joe too and im supposed to hit up david. Thats it for now.
i changed my aim name xstars4scarsx so if you are bored IM me.
lately
Curran with a broken heart and stars
Posted at 01:43 am by curran
Dec 14, 2003
Awesome night! Concert, Jen, and VIP
Today was a very strange yet awesome day..... I woke up this morning dreading the fact that I had nothing to do. For i forgot i was supposed to go to see yellowcard,matchbook romance, motion city soundtrack and maxeen. I had my doubts about the whereabouts of this show cause I have never heard of it.. However I was very very wrong about my assumptions. The greatest place that I have ever been to to see a show...everyone was perfect they were all nice and they even lit my smokes for me when I needed it otherwise me and jen would share a light. Speaking of Jen she is by far my favorite person to go to shows with. and ill give you 2 reasons. 1 she is down for whatever sitting moshing and oh yes me and her V I P ing it. For those who dont know what the hell im talking about me and jen got to talking to mark.... Mark is by far the coolest man ive ever met. him and donny partners in crime. Mark and donny got us into an area that was completely unavailiable to the average joe or joesephine. All in All there were 6 people in there.. donny sound guy - mark soundguy- 2 security guards and me and jen. It was by far the coolest thing ever.there are no answers to why we werent kicked out of that area. whatsoever!! but we watched 3 bands from 2 feet away completely comfortable.. now I know some may think that its not the full concert experience, ive been to proabably a 1000 shows and moshing uncomfortably against a fat smelly guy with your shoulders crushed together gets old. Anyhoo as the night grew older me and jen got to gettin some free shit. I saw a Fat douchey kid do the truffle shuffle he won a snowboard. I got the Vip feel and it seemed all to perfect...... I love my life today. I love Jen. I love punk rock! I got a stick from motion city soundtrack, a stick from yellowcards drummer who is the coolest dude ever. and then a drunk African-American man told me all my homies were gonna get shot tonight if he didnt get 50 cents. I bought a whit matchbook Romance zip up hoodie and called it a night.... Needless to say its fuckin hilarious how wierd my life is ...... Thanks all
P.S anyone can Instant message me at nfgkid1984 or Ooxs4eyesoO
Love Curran.
Posted at 02:03 am by curran
Dec 6, 2003
I am really getting tired of people telling me Ive changed. This is getting ridiculous. I really dont think I have changed. Ive tried everything to make myself a better person. People dont think im punk rock or emo anymore. Take a look at my cd collection.... people think im not the same because I look different now. people hate me because they think I am conceited. If you dont like me then dont tell me you dont like me... tell me that i think we have grown apart dont tell me I am not the same fucking person. Because inside and out im the same fucking person, all thats happened to me is ive grown up. You dont like that? then you were obviously never my friend. I look different because I lost 140 pounds, I decided to make myself look presentable. im almost 20 years old time to stop living out my stupid teenage years. its just getting really old and i dont feel much like hearing it anymore. I dress preppy but does that make me a different person?? And for those who think im conceited... I will tell you the honest to god truth, im fucking ugly,fat,and I completely hate everything about myself. I hope you all have trouble sleeping and wake up shaking knowing the kid that you hate well.. his hearts breaking.
forget my name.
Posted at 12:59 am by curran
Dec 4, 2003
I wish people would stop fucking with Shanna. God online drama pisses me off. it is deffinitely like 9th grade bullshit and this goes for everyone who is talked shit about. and everyone who talks shit about others grow the fuck up.
thank you for your time
*~CurraN~*
Posted at 02:42 am by curran
So ok yes this is my first entry on a new webpage.... I had nothing better to do after I got home tonite so Here I am. Today was a good news/good day altogether. I hung out with my Cousin brandon til about 3 today he had to go to work, But we went to the mall and walked around looking for ladies Goddamn being ugly sucks.... not to mention my girlfriend would not have been happy about the whole girl checking out thing. Last night me and Brandon went to play pool out at shooters... you wouldnt think that you could have less white people in one area 4 out of about 90... Come on folks thats not quite the ratio i was hoping for. Tonight i hung out with my ladyfriend. I have been a real dick to her lately and it Kinda sucks I dont know why i have been. After I dropped her off, I told her I loved her. Then i kinda thought about it. Did i just say that cause its what came to my mind? Or do I really mean it? I dont even know anymore Emotions are getting more and more confusing so i guess I just gotta sort it all out huh? I went over to jens like 20 minutes later and watched her and mary clare cook chicken what an adventure that was. I thought it was going to be a serious massacre because it didnt look to appetizing in the beginning, But it was mighty tasty so props to jen and mc. Then Me and jen went to perkins, Jesses Ventura waited on us again. He has like the worst Job ever perkins every night. He was kind of a dick and we only had 12 dollars so i tipped him a buck so I could do the crane machine.... I failed at winning =( but I had a good time none the less. I gave a black dude some ciggarretes he looked poor... then we headed home. I gave Jen a hug and said goodnight. driving home a guy tried to race me but I kicked his ass I wish he woulda crashed though... he looked like an asshole. I arrived at home got online and here I am. Goodnight all be ready for another great post tomorrow.
P.s Jen and Mary C have great bodies but first I need to find some zubaz.
*~curran~*
Posted at 02:14 am by curran
