I am really getting tired of people telling me Ive changed. This is getting ridiculous. I really dont think I have changed. Ive tried everything to make myself a better person. People dont think im punk rock or emo anymore. Take a look at my cd collection.... people think im not the same because I look different now. people hate me because they think I am conceited. If you dont like me then dont tell me you dont like me... tell me that i think we have grown apart dont tell me I am not the same fucking person. Because inside and out im the same fucking person, all thats happened to me is ive grown up. You dont like that? then you were obviously never my friend. I look different because I lost 140 pounds, I decided to make myself look presentable. im almost 20 years old time to stop living out my stupid teenage years. its just getting really old and i dont feel much like hearing it anymore. I dress preppy but does that make me a different person?? And for those who think im conceited... I will tell you the honest to god truth, im fucking ugly,fat,and I completely hate everything about myself. I hope you all have trouble sleeping and wake up shaking knowing the kid that you hate well.. his hearts breaking.

forget my name.